Monday, September 26, 2011

emo lang

ewan ko ba bakit ganito ang aking feelings, alam ko dapat hindi ako magtampo, dahil mababaw na issue, and that mga kaibigan ko sila pero minsan hindi ko maiwasang hindi magtampo.....
siguro nag-seself pity lang ako, hehehehehe.... hay ewan..... minsan naiisip ko kung kaibigan ba talaga ang turing nila sa akin, me problema ba sa akin? i feel so alone and not accepted..... si jasper na inaasahan kong nanjan for me pag kailangan ko ng karamay.... wala..... buti na lang at naging part ako ng PD Team, at least nakakapunta ako sa malayo..... hayyyy di ko maintindihan bat ako nagkakaganito...... happy ako sa panlabas, pro deep inside i feel so sad and alone.

gaya kanina, nakita namin si grasya, di ko maintindihan kung anong problema niya sa akin, bakit plastik sia makitungo sa akin...... tinuring ko pa naman siang true friend pro ganyan siya, di ko makakalimutan yung nangyari dati na nag-swimming kami, aba eh after ng swimming galit na sa akin at binura pa ako sa friendlist nia sa friendster..... hayyyyy ewan ko ba, di ko mainitindihan....... tapos nung nabuntis sia at magpapa-kasal na, bigla naman akong pinansin, sabi pa nia, mag-reader pa raw ako sa kasal nia, tapos on the day of the wedding hindi naman pala ako reader....sana man lang nag-abiso diba......

minsan kung sino yung akala mong banal, mabait, mature, responsable sia pala yung bulok ang loob at hindi nagpapakatotoo!!!!.... sa iba ang bait-bait, pero me tinatago rin namang kaplastican! such a hypocrite!

siguro me purpose si Lord bakit ko nakilala yung mga taga victory church.... feeling ko mas magiging totoo sila sa akin.......

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

extended here

just this afternoon, i received a suprising news from our regional head, he informed us that since my next PD Assignement will be open on Oct 13, i will stay first here in Batangas,..... hahahahaha

i was caught off guard, since i knew that i will be just staying here till Sept 19....

i already packed my things and brought some of my stuffs at home last week and planning to bring home the rest of my stuffs this weekend.... hahahaha

anyways, i would prefer to stay here than transfer to another PD Store and stay there for 2 weeks or go back to my original store :)

time flies fast and before i knew it is already Oct 7.

Monday, September 12, 2011

a new week

today is another day filled with suprises and excitement! for the first time in so many years, i started my morning with a prayer to God, i prayed for God to give me guidance and grace the whole week, i prayed for my family and friends :-)

i don't know if this is because yesterday i attended my very 1st victory service. hehehe

hopefully, this will be everyday, and every night :-)

Saturday, September 10, 2011

#sentisabado

i super love to tweet! and one of my favorite trending topic is #sentisabado, because it reminds me of my childhood memories, #sentisabado talks about past experiences, from fave food, to clothes, fave past time, tv shows, fave game to play etc...... anything under the sun :-)

#sentisabado puts a smile on my face everytime, i can read a tweet from someone, it makes me want to say, "haayyyy! me too, i did that" " i have one of those".... etc....

#sentisabado brings back the child in me :) it makes me want to go back again to being a kid, where life is much simplier, where you don't worry too much, you're just thinking of your baon, assignments, projects, crushes, playmates... etc....

hayyyyy i wish everyday is #sentisabado day..... hehehehe

@home

just got home after almost 2 weeks of stay in batangas due to work, i thought i will not be able to go home, since i ran out of money.... hehehehe :)

God really is good, because he did not let it happen, i was able to ride immediately a jeep, Jasper picked me up at Chowking and my mother cooked tuna for my dinner! ......

hayyyy even though i had a very long day and i was so tired from the travel, it took me more than 30 minutes to ride the bus, but still there are so many reasons for me to be thankful :)

Yet To Come

The song that best describe the new chapter of my life! 💜