emo lang

ewan ko ba bakit ganito ang aking feelings, alam ko dapat hindi ako magtampo, dahil mababaw na issue, and that mga kaibigan ko sila pero minsan hindi ko maiwasang hindi magtampo.....
siguro nag-seself pity lang ako, hehehehehe.... hay ewan..... minsan naiisip ko kung kaibigan ba talaga ang turing nila sa akin, me problema ba sa akin? i feel so alone and not accepted..... si jasper na inaasahan kong nanjan for me pag kailangan ko ng karamay.... wala..... buti na lang at naging part ako ng PD Team, at least nakakapunta ako sa malayo..... hayyyy di ko maintindihan bat ako nagkakaganito...... happy ako sa panlabas, pro deep inside i feel so sad and alone.

gaya kanina, nakita namin si grasya, di ko maintindihan kung anong problema niya sa akin, bakit plastik sia makitungo sa akin...... tinuring ko pa naman siang true friend pro ganyan siya, di ko makakalimutan yung nangyari dati na nag-swimming kami, aba eh after ng swimming galit na sa akin at binura pa ako sa friendlist nia sa friendster..... hayyyyy ewan ko ba, di ko mainitindihan....... tapos nung nabuntis sia at magpapa-kasal na, bigla naman akong pinansin, sabi pa nia, mag-reader pa raw ako sa kasal nia, tapos on the day of the wedding hindi naman pala ako reader....sana man lang nag-abiso diba......

minsan kung sino yung akala mong banal, mabait, mature, responsable sia pala yung bulok ang loob at hindi nagpapakatotoo!!!!.... sa iba ang bait-bait, pero me tinatago rin namang kaplastican! such a hypocrite!

siguro me purpose si Lord bakit ko nakilala yung mga taga victory church.... feeling ko mas magiging totoo sila sa akin.......

extended here

just this afternoon, i received a suprising news from our regional head, he informed us that since my next PD Assignement will be open on Oct 13, i will stay first here in Batangas,..... hahahahaha

i was caught off guard, since i knew that i will be just staying here till Sept 19....

i already packed my things and brought some of my stuffs at home last week and planning to bring home the rest of my stuffs this weekend.... hahahaha

anyways, i would prefer to stay here than transfer to another PD Store and stay there for 2 weeks or go back to my original store :)

time flies fast and before i knew it is already Oct 7.

a new week

today is another day filled with suprises and excitement! for the first time in so many years, i started my morning with a prayer to God, i prayed for God to give me guidance and grace the whole week, i prayed for my family and friends :-)

i don't know if this is because yesterday i attended my very 1st victory service. hehehe

hopefully, this will be everyday, and every night :-)

#sentisabado

i super love to tweet! and one of my favorite trending topic is #sentisabado, because it reminds me of my childhood memories, #sentisabado talks about past experiences, from fave food, to clothes, fave past time, tv shows, fave game to play etc...... anything under the sun :-)

#sentisabado puts a smile on my face everytime, i can read a tweet from someone, it makes me want to say, "haayyyy! me too, i did that" " i have one of those".... etc....

#sentisabado brings back the child in me :) it makes me want to go back again to being a kid, where life is much simplier, where you don't worry too much, you're just thinking of your baon, assignments, projects, crushes, playmates... etc....

hayyyyy i wish everyday is #sentisabado day..... hehehehe

@home

just got home after almost 2 weeks of stay in batangas due to work, i thought i will not be able to go home, since i ran out of money.... hehehehe :)

God really is good, because he did not let it happen, i was able to ride immediately a jeep, Jasper picked me up at Chowking and my mother cooked tuna for my dinner! ......

hayyyy even though i had a very long day and i was so tired from the travel, it took me more than 30 minutes to ride the bus, but still there are so many reasons for me to be thankful :)

from my phone :-)

makakauwi din

yipey! today is sept 9, at last i will be able to go home, after 2 weeks of staying here in Batangas, hopefully i could go home early para meron pa akong masakyang bus na maganda :) hehehehe

photo strips

some of my mobile uploads :)

3rd PD Store

this morning i received a call from sir.mario, he called to inform me about my next PD Store assignment, and i was quite surprised to find out that my next store location was at Santiago, Isabela, i was hoping it was in Laog... hehehe, so i could go to Pagudpod :)

for the next PD Store, i will be alone, alone meaning i have no other PD Opening Team with me, except 2 other Globe employee.

I'm excited at the same time scared because i think they are expecting a lot from me, especially because this is my 3rd PD Store, but I'm still excited because at last, BB and i will be separated, i really wanted to be separated from him, because i felt that in terms of work, he is lax and does not have the initiative, although i myself is guilty also, but i felt that i was the one who is doing already his work.

my impression on him really changed, i thought that he was a responsible co-worker, but i was wrong, he is immature for his age, does not know how to separate his personal feelings with his work, does not the policy and procedure in the operations.... etc....

i could rant all day my annoyance on him, but i cannot do anything about it anymore because it has been done already.

hopefully in my 3rd PD store, i would not have the same problem and stress.

new RM

this afternoon, i got an email from one of the manager in our office, and i was suprise to see on her signature the name of our store, well it's confirmed, she is our new RM. i immediately called my former RM and yes she said that she was transfered already to a different store....

i felt like crying while i was talking to her, but i controlled my emotions. instead, i recalled all the funny experiences i had with her, i told her that im sad because we were not able to say goodbye with each other because right now im assigned in a special project, happy because she deserve to be there, she is very hard working and good in her job and jealous, because of the office hours, she will not be arguing anymore with the mall guards, because now she is in the head office. our conversation lasted for about 30 minutes, when we ended up talking, i sent her an email, thanking her for all the help, knowledge and opportunities that she gave me.

hayyy i will surely miss Ma'am Mavic :(

ANGEL din ang title

while browsing the internet, i came across this blog, and naiinis ako everytime nababasa ko yung blog post na iyon!. it's about my boyfriend and his best friend! o sia sige na super best friends na kayo! pero haler naman sana wag mo na siang tawaging ANGEL! i know that post is way back 2009 if im not mistaken but im still iritated everytime i see that!.

hayyy i dont know what im gonna do, im being unfair to her because she has not done me any wrong, its just that i dont like her. although she is not a threat kasi alam ko namang friendship lang talaga ang relationship nila and nasa ibang direction ang life nia, naiinis pa rin ako, cge i'l admit nagseselos ako kahit wala naman dapat. sana never ng mag-cross ang path natin, hayyy naku kung pwede lang kitang burahin sa FB nia, buburahin talaga kita para lang walang way of communication sa kanya.

i hope di na kita ulit makita sa internet!